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Woow. I haven’t posted one of these in like a few days? Yet, seems like forever. My mom and I are at it again. She treats me like im nothing these days. Yeah, she’s single parent; okay i get it. But, she acts like she doesn’t want anything to do with me. If she truly doesn’t want anything to do with me; then Fine. Let it be, I’ve already grown up to be me, naaah; i didn’t want to grow up this fast, but, things turned out the way God planned it. Trying to get through school; handle business on a daily, its REAL hard. All she says to me is ” I DONT CARE; WHATEVER, DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT YOU PIECE OF SHIT; YOU’RE GOOD FOR NOTHING, DANCING ISN’T GONNA TAKE YOU ANYWHERE; YOU’RE GONNA END UP JUST LIKE YOUR BROTHER;” yada yada yada. truth? HELL NO. Lies&nd+excuses? FUCK YEAH. Every daughter wants somewhat attention and at least a stable relationship with their own blood related mom. LIKE NO SHIT; i want one. But, i aint getting nothin. Everybody says, OH JUST WAIT, SHE’LL COME AROUND SOON. Well, hello; im fucking growing up faster than you think. I know half the stuff i shouldn’t know. &nd+ NO i didn’t learn it from school.
Like seriously; Am i taking it too far? Am i REALLY over reacting? If i am, then ok, i take the blame; but, if im not…THEN WHY THE FUCK IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! Am i that bad of a young girl?
</3 i do not understand it. I’m sick of being hurt inside;; from the people that are suppose to care the most, if she really didn’t want me, she shoulda just said so.
As for now, Ima try my best and be positive, i think thats all i can do. Yes, I do fight with my mom. That’s because all she does is speak and yell fucking negative shit over me; thinking that she’s thaaa shiit! Talkin all this shit about me; when she doesn’t even look in the mirror. Urgh:(<
Right now, I feel crushed, I Feel that there is no hope. I’m writing this blog, with like a million tears running down my face… … …
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What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we’d find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don’t let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you”
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